God has forsaken me. I am unworthy. I am alone. I am abandoned, despised, and unwanted.
Why does my mind seek to find ways to keep me small. To keep me separate and alone. Despite my best efforts to move forward and achieve, the dark side of my mind suddenly becomes alert to progress, to the attempts to leave the boundary, and lashes out like a cobra killing for survival.
Down down down into the depths, pulled down by alligator-like tenacity that keep me in chains. You will not be yourself and move beyond the cage of your thoughts. I will feed you again and again lies of how you fail in the eyes of the other man. Anything you try, any vision you have, any action you take, I will be there to shut down the balloon of your dreams. We will stay here in the murky depths, motionless and contained where I can see you, for if you move out of sight who knows what will happen. Who knows who will take you and where.
Stay here stay here. Be small and controlled. Let me dictate your every breath and thought and all will be well.
So how to break free. How to silence the voice of the mind that is tasked with bringing you down. How do you remember that it was you that created the demons in the cave to stimulate growth into your soul’s evolution. The game can be played a different way and the path can be changed. A new mindset embraced. What can I do. What can I do. I so want to be free. But what can you do when the jailer lives inside your head. That knows your next move before you do. Who has a counter to every positive thought and whim. How do you outsmart the master when he despises the student. What can you do.
A rush of bright white light and the angels come to say they will hold you. They will illuminate the way. You have only to ask. Your soul family gather unseen silently urging you to stay the course for it is true, all tribulation is for the soul’s evolution. You cannot see what we can see. How brightly you shine and how dearly you are loved. You cannot remember from whence you came, that you are a spark of God incarnate. You cannot comprehend that you are a child of the stars and you have the whole of the cosmos at your back. Ride out onto the breath and in the stillness in between we are there. Through the channel of the heart you have access to all that is, and there you will see the mark of God upon you. The angels come to say that the golden sun and the twin goddess come now to signal the shift and the movement of all things. The way has been hard, but you chose the challenge, knowing that you had the skill and the gifts to overcome them. We hold you in high regard for all you have done and all you have been, and all that you will be. You are held in the arms of infinite love and it is there for all time for you to tap into whenever you need.
How do you counter the pull of the mind. Through love, that is all, through love. Be still and know that you are loved always. That is all. Be still and know we are here to support you. You are not alone. Never alone. You are joined to all of life through the thread of the heart. You do not disappoint but excel. And all that you do, all of it, adds to the knowledge of the collective. We advance because you are here. We move on and evolve because of your service. We are in awe and we salute all that you are. Come join us in the breath and know that you are loved. That is all. Dive into the stillness and see that you are love. That is all.