This is not how it’s supposed to be. I thought that ‘doing the work’, ‘ascending’, and ‘following the call of the Spirit’ was supposed to make life easier, lighter, more joyful and abundant. So where is it? Where’s nirvana? Where’s New Earth? Where’s my enlightened tribe? Why instead does my heart hurt. Why do I …
It feels like there is an ancient knowledge, an ancient language, an understanding of the world that is seeking to be expressed through me. And I wonder given all that I think I am (or not), why me. I used to ignore it, and ignore it, and ignore the whispers. But it wouldn’t go away, …
My desire is to soothe and heal the shock, trauma, and humiliation inflicted by the pain that drove me deep inside myself so that nobody could ever find me or hurt me again. My hope is to quieten my unrelenting ego that shows me images, and tells me things, so it can keep me dull …
The energies are strong right now. The world seems to be doubled over hobbling from crisis to crisis. And the politicians, the media, and world leaders are serving up an intensifying diet of fear, uncertainty, and increasing control. Most people are responding by doing what they’re told, hiding away, keeping their head down, quietly watching …