I am so very exhausted by it all. The grasping and the hoping and the clinging on. Modern life has become the endless pursuit of things you can never attain, while running for your life from imagined fears that you cannot see. The outside world has become a maelstrom of opinions, judgements, and offended feelings. …
I had a bad dream last night and my Shadow Sister came to stay. She does that from time to time. Her siren call is a turbulent sky, the shock of bad news, or an unkind word from a friend – she loves them all. Moves right on in. ‘Shut the curtains, lock the door, …
My desire is to soothe and heal the shock, trauma, and humiliation inflicted by the pain that drove me deep inside myself so that nobody could ever find me or hurt me again. My hope is to quieten my unrelenting ego that shows me images, and tells me things, so it can keep me dull …