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The Heart Of All Things

‘Love is at the heart of all things in this Universe.Even at the centre of the darkest dark and the lowest low.If it exists in this Universe, then it stems from Love.All is Love.Anon.’ The human experience is the playground for Source consciousness, and we are all emanations of that Love. And what a magnificent …

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The Way of the Heart

The way of the heart is not easy. It finds ways to crack you wide open. It seeks out the rocky landscape of pain, of tears, of grief, of despair. But it also brings you to joy, to openness, to connection, and wholeness. I am standing here at the precipice of my wounding, wanting to …

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The Doorway

‘Remember this –That you are the Doorway to the whole of Creation.You have the key.You are the key.And the key is within the Heart.‘

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Reconnecting to Joy

‘All Joy comes with Pain,but the work of the Heart is to continue on,and to find the Joy amidst the Pain.Continue on,for there is Joy and Love at the Heart of Everything.‘

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Forgiveness

How can I forgive you for all you have done to me. How can I love you for all the terror you made me feel. How can I show compassion when you made me hate you so much. How can I thank you for taking my innocence away. My pain is real, and I have …

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Sorrow

Sorrow prepares you for joy.It violently sweeps everything out of your house,so that new joy can find space to enter.It shakes the yellow leaves from the bough of your heart,so that fresh, green leaves can grow in their place.It pulls up the rotten roots,so that new roots hidden beneath have room to grow.Whatever sorrow shakes …

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I feel like I’m dying

I’ve been thinking about death a lot lately. Wondering what it feels like to be at the end of your life. To see death approaching, drawing ever closer, reaching arms up towards you to take you to another plane. Do you go quietly, joyfully, nervously. What if you’re not ready. What if the signal comes …

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Little pieces of my heart

People say that having children is like little pieces of your heart walking around with arms and legs.But hearts can be broken,and they want to climb too high, run too fast, don’t look out for cars, or strangersjust waiting to steal their innocence away. I took my piece and travelled around the world.Trying to find …

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My Breaking Heart

This is not how it’s supposed to be. I thought that ‘doing the work’, ‘ascending’, and ‘following the call of the Spirit’ was supposed to make life easier, lighter, more joyful and abundant. So where is it? Where’s nirvana? Where’s New Earth? Where’s my enlightened tribe? Why instead does my heart hurt. Why do I …