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The Pain of Separation

There is a lesson in loss. When you see someone leave you. See them close their eyes for the last time. The delicate wisp of their Spirit rises up into the air, and you are left with the rent in your life where their beauty used to be. The shock of it leaves you numb …

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Happiness

These are testing times. The pressure is mounting, and anything that doesn’t align with our bright future is being squeezed out of every single cell of our bodies as we pass through the portal of our past misdemeanours and beliefs. The separation from Source has been tough. The illusion has been so convincing, that there …

solar moon eclipse

Hope

I am so very exhausted by it all. The grasping and the hoping and the clinging on. Modern life has become the endless pursuit of things you can never attain, while running for your life from imagined fears that you cannot see. The outside world has become a maelstrom of opinions, judgements, and offended feelings. …

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Forgiveness

How can I forgive you for all you have done to me. How can I love you for all the terror you made me feel. How can I show compassion when you made me hate you so much. How can I thank you for taking my innocence away. My pain is real, and I have …

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The Plague

There is a plague sweeping across the country, and it worries me. It’s not one that you can see, for it infects your consciousness and the perception of what you see. The eyes cloud over, the arms go limp, and all independent thought slips slowly out of your mind. I am so desperate to save …

full moon on clouds

Be Bold

The Dragon’s Head whispers by the light of the Moon: ‘Be bold. Not with might, and horns, and clashing swords, but with grace, poise, and kindness to all’. The Rising Sun whispers through the song of the Earth: ‘Be brave. Not with security, and stability, and permanence, but with innovation, rebellion, and imagination’. The North …

jaguar

Love

Jaguar looks at Panther, sees power and beauty,Panther scans the jungle, feels anger and fear.Jaguar beside Panther, feels love like the ocean,Panther looks away, thinks ‘don’t leave me alone’. Jaguar sits quietly, feels his heart beating wildly,Too scared to approach, lest he scare her away.Panther is coiled, eyes flash green at the danger,Hysterical thoughts wondering …

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Spring

Deep down in the earth it is ferrous, dark, and damp. Cloying soil bonded to every hair of my gnarly, twisting, entangled roots. I feel the humic crumb sticking to me, coating my skin, and blocking my airways. The winter has been long and hard. My lungs are bursting with the effort to breathe. Desperate …

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Spirit

I am the material embodiment of Spirit, and yet I am here and not here.I see you and feel the sacred geometry of your subtle bodies pass through my fields.My consciousness is both present and travelling through astral planes,Working in my dreams to conjure reality into being. As my vibration morphs and shifts, the sands …

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I feel like I’m dying

I’ve been thinking about death a lot lately. Wondering what it feels like to be at the end of your life. To see death approaching, drawing ever closer, reaching arms up towards you to take you to another plane. Do you go quietly, joyfully, nervously. What if you’re not ready. What if the signal comes …